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<channel><title><![CDATA[Kenneth W Daniels - The Deconversion Desert]]></title><link><![CDATA[http://www.kwdaniels.com/the-deconversion-desert.html]]></link><description><![CDATA[The Deconversion Desert]]></description><pubDate>Sun, 20 May 2012 21:20:49 -0800</pubDate><generator>Weebly</generator><item><title><![CDATA[Does mystery point to faith or skepticism?]]></title><link><![CDATA[http://www.kwdaniels.com/1/post/2012/05/does-mystery-point-to-faith-or-skepticism.html]]></link><comments><![CDATA[http://www.kwdaniels.com/1/post/2012/05/does-mystery-point-to-faith-or-skepticism.html#comments]]></comments><pubDate>Sat, 19 May 2012 21:53:57 -0800</pubDate><category><![CDATA[Uncategorized]]></category><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kwdaniels.com/1/post/2012/05/does-mystery-point-to-faith-or-skepticism.html</guid><description><![CDATA[A Christian correspondent recently sent me the following except of an article by Episcopal priest and bestselling author Richard Bolles:&nbsp;=============================I think the universe is swathed in mystery, with a capital &ldquo;M.&rdquo; &nbsp;And if we think it is faith&rsquo;s job to remove all mystery&mdash;hence if &ldquo;mystery persists,&rdquo; that&rsquo;s proof we have a &ldquo;lack of faith&rd [...] ]]></description><content:encoded><![CDATA[<div class="paragraph" style='text-align:left;'>A Christian correspondent recently sent me the following except of an article by Episcopal priest and bestselling author Richard Bolles:&nbsp;<div><br>=============================<br><i><font color="#990000">I think the universe is swathed in mystery, with a capital &ldquo;M.&rdquo; &nbsp;And if we think it is faith&rsquo;s job to remove all mystery&mdash;hence if &ldquo;mystery persists,&rdquo; that&rsquo;s proof we have a &ldquo;lack of faith&rdquo;&mdash;oh my! We are living in a fantasy world. &nbsp;Mystery always remains.<br><br>But we do have different mysteries. &nbsp;Every man and every woman chooses not merely what they will believe, but also which mysteries they are willing to live with.<br><br>The Christian, for example, chooses to live with the mystery of why we are born on a restless planet with earthquakes, floods, and famine. &nbsp;And why we live in a world with so much suffering, why the good die young, why endless troubles afflict some people but not others, and why Jesus didn&rsquo;t return as soon as he prophesied he would, and so on.</font></i><div><i><font color="#990000"><br></font></i></div><div><i><font color="#990000">The atheist chooses to live with the mystery of why there is no much beauty, music, wonder, and love in the world, when it doesn&rsquo;t seem called for by implacable evolution. &nbsp;Why our bodies sometime run so well, why order sometime arises out of chaos, why faith in the idea that we have a Creator seems to be persistent in the world down through history, why heavenly music evolves out of someone&rsquo;s miracles (for example, I actually died in 2002 but then came back, I know not why or how).</font></i><div>=============================<br><br>I appreciate the humility in this piece; Bolles is more circumspect that the stereotypical evangelical apologist who's sure that the evidence points unmistakably toward evangelical Christianity and that those who reject this evidence do so out of willful rebellion against their creator, thereby subjecting themselves to eternal damnation.</div><div><br></div><div>Bolles is surely correct that mystery is a part of life, regardless of which worldview we adopt. Unless I'm missing something, no atheist can say with certainty what caused the Big Bang, or what if anything preceded it, or why our universe has the particular laws it has, or why there is something rather than nothing. To be sure, there are many interesting hypotheses (some more plausible than others) that have been put forward as possible answers to these questions, but none at present enjoy much if any empirical backing. Physicist Lawrence Krauss has shown that matter inevitably arises from empty space, but I confess I haven't yet read his book, <em>A Universe from Nothing</em>, so I don't know whether he convincingly addresses an even more fundamental question: Why should the laws of nature be so construed that something is likely to arise from nothing?</div><div><br></div><div>Some believers may find it gratifying to hear me say that there's a lot we just don't know about the origin of the universe. But an argument from ignorance lends no support to the supernatural or to the spiritual. Just because we don't know why something is the way it is doesn't give us license to invent or adopt an explanation of our choosing. If we don't understand what causes thunder, and everyone around us says it's due to the god Thor's riding a chariot drawn by two goats, we should ask for evidence of said god, said chariots, and said goats before accepting this explanation. Let's say that believers in Thor then retort, "Well, the evidence for Thor is that thunder exists, and if you don't have a better explanation for it, then you must accept that Thor is the cause of thunder!" No, we are <em>not</em> obligated to accept this argument from ignorance; if we have no other explanation, we must confess we&nbsp;simply&nbsp;don't know what causes thunder. It doesn't matter how many millions of people invoked Thor as an explanation for thunder, or for how many centuries they did so; there's still no evidence for his existence, let alone for that of his goat-drawn chariot.&nbsp;</div><div><br></div><div>Likewise, when we are confronted with mysteries such as those that Bolles highlighted above (e.g., why do we enjoy music?), if we don't know the answer, it's perfectly legitimate--no, intellectually honest--to admit we don't know. For the record, I've read some evolutionary hypotheses that attempt to explain why we enjoy music, but I'm not sure I fully understand them or find them satisfying. Yet it would be an illegitimate and inquiry-squelching shortcut to say, just as our believers in Thor did,&nbsp;"Well, the evidence for God is our unexplained appreciation for music (or some other mystery), and if you don't have a better explanation for it, then you must accept that God is the source of our appreciation for music (or some other mystery)!"&nbsp;I don't know why (or even whether) natural selection would make it so our brains produce endorphins and give us a high when we (in the generic sense of "we") smoke marijuana. Perhaps it's just an accident that our brains respond this way under the influence of certain drugs, or that our grey matter responds to certain rhythms and melodies the way it does. Or perhaps there's some sort of selective advantage in our evolutionary history that explains why our brains produce pleasure-inducing endorphins in the presence of these stimuli. I just don't know.</div><div><br></div><div>Like Bolles, I am prepared to accept mysteries and questions, to realize I do not and will not ever have all the answers. On the other hand, I am <i>not </i>prepared to accept ideas clearly contradicted by the evidence. These are two fundamentally different concepts that should not be confused: <i>mysteries</i> and <i>contradictions</i>. For example, say I'm hiking in the countryside and I spot a boulder on a hilltop. I'm puzzled as to how it got there; heavy objects tend to roll downward, so I can't explain how it got to the top of the hill. I could probably come up with some hypotheses (for example, an ancient flood, a volcanic eruption, or a bygone civilization deposited it there), but I wouldn't really know without further research, and even then I might not ever be able to figure out how it got there. In other words, it would be a mystery. On the other hand, if someone were to claim that the moon is made entirely of cheese and to declare it a "mystery" why astronauts found rocks instead of cheese on its surface, I would respond that no, it's not a mystery; the only mystery is why you persist in believing it's made of cheese when your belief is contradicted by the evidence.</div><div><br></div><div>In Bolles' list of mysteries that challenge the Christian faith, at least one stands out to me as being a contradiction rather than a mystery, namely, that Jesus promised to return in his own generation but failed to do so. I'm heartened by Bolles' admission that this is a problem; too few Christians know of this difficulty, let alone admit it to the world. (If you haven't already done so, please see my introduction to this problem starting near the bottom of <a href="http://books.google.com/books?id=-Ww3fYhIZ_YC&amp;lpg=PP1&amp;pg=PA216#v=onepage&amp;q&amp;f=true" target="_blank">page 216 of my book</a>.) The great novelist and apologist C.S. Lewis recognized it as a problem but offered a solution that few evangelicals are willing to entertain--that Jesus was ignorant (which means he was not only ignorant but also mistaken in his promise to return in his generation):</div><div><br></div><div>================</div><div id="anonymous_element_4"><i><font color="#990000">The facts, then, are these: that Jesus professed himself (in some sense) ignorant, and within a moment showed that he really was so. To believe in the Incarnation, to believe that he is God, makes it hard to understand how he could be ignorant; but also makes it certain that, if he said he could be ignorant, then ignorant he could really be. For a God who can be ignorant is less baffling than a God who falsely professes ignorance (<a href="http://www.infidels.org/library/modern/ken_daniels/why.html#Lewis1960" style="">Lewis 1960</a>, 99).</font></i><br style=""><span style=""></span>================<span style=""></span></div><div><br></div></div><div>There is a contradiction between believing Jesus was truthful in all he said (including his unambiguous promise to return in his generation) and the reality that he did not return as promised. Of course I'm aware that apologists offer various attempts to explain away this contradiction (again, see my book for more details), but these look like special pleading to anyone who doesn't already hold a commitment to eliminating all contradictions from Jesus' statements.</div><div><br></div><div>Again, though, I do share some common ground with Bolles: there is a great deal of mystery in this universe, and we need humility to recognize when we're ignorant, but let us not attempt to solve one mystery (e.g., the origin of the universe) with another mystery (e.g., God) that itself lacks empirical evidence. And let us not hide behind "mystery" to sidestep the fact that Jesus did not return when he said he would; it's a fact to be acknowledged (as C.S. Lewis did), not a mystery to be swept under the rug.</div></div></div>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[What to make of gay marriage]]></title><link><![CDATA[http://www.kwdaniels.com/1/post/2012/05/what-to-make-of-gay-marriage.html]]></link><comments><![CDATA[http://www.kwdaniels.com/1/post/2012/05/what-to-make-of-gay-marriage.html#comments]]></comments><pubDate>Sun, 13 May 2012 18:24:50 -0800</pubDate><category><![CDATA[Uncategorized]]></category><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kwdaniels.com/1/post/2012/05/what-to-make-of-gay-marriage.html</guid><description><![CDATA[It was inevitable; several months ago I'd been asked by some of my readers to blog about homosexuality, but I had put it off until now, not wanting to wade into this minefield. Now that it's all over the news, though, I can avoid the topic scarcely more than a Christian pastor can avoid mentioning Jesus' birth on Christmas.&nbsp;Why am I reluctant to discuss this issue? I don't have any openly gay friends, and I have to be honest: I did [...] ]]></description><content:encoded><![CDATA[<div class="paragraph" style='text-align:left;'>It was inevitable; several months ago I'd been asked by some of my readers to blog about homosexuality, but I had put it off until now, not wanting to wade into this minefield. Now that it's all over the news, though, I can avoid the topic scarcely more than a Christian pastor can avoid mentioning Jesus' birth on Christmas.&nbsp;<br /><br />Why am I reluctant to discuss this issue? I don't have any openly gay friends, and I have to be honest: I didn't leave my Christian faith because I was upset about how evangelicals treat or view gays. In fact, I was opposed to any sort of homosexual expression and believed it ran counter not only to God's will but against nature itself (recall that I remained a believer in God for over a year after I left Christianity). And as a straight man, I confess I don't understand same-sex attraction and find it difficult to think about the kinds of things that go on physically between two gay men, for example. But then again, I found it difficult and disgusting as a preadolescent to think about the things that go on between a man and a woman when making a baby. (Honestly, I thought it was so abhorrent that I somehow came to believe that sex was something that a couple needs to do just once, and God would give the couple however many children he sees fit, all from a single act of sex!)<br /><br />Some of the comments I've seen from evangelical Facebook friends leave no doubt as to their take on Obama's recent announcement of support for gay marriage. One even said that Obama is "pure evil." I'm sorry, but that's just way over the top (nor do I doubt that those who oppose those who oppose gay marriage can and do go over the top too). If you want to say Hitler or Stalin or Mao were pure evil for killing tens of millions of innocent people, go ahead and I'll join you--but in a nontheocratic society, surely granting gay couples the same rights as straight couples is not pure evil, whether or not we personally approve of it for religious or secular reasons. From a legal point of view, I have everything against a straight man who kills my child, but nothing against a gay man who leaves me unharmed and does things with another man in his bedroom that I don't care to think about. And if these two gay men want their relationship to be recognized in the same way that my marriage to my wife is recognized, it does me no harm, so why should I make a fuss? To borrow <a href="http://en.wikiquote.org/wiki/Notes_on_the_State_of_Virginia" title="">Thomas Jefferson's words</a>&nbsp;from a different (but somewhat applicable) context, "The legitimate powers of government extend to such acts only as are injurious to others. But it does me no injury for my neighbour to say there are twenty gods, or no god. It neither picks my pocket nor breaks my leg."<br /><br />Franklin Graham, the son of Billy Graham, had <a href="http://www.billygraham.org/articlepage.asp?articleid=8673" target="_blank" title="">this </a>to say about Obama's stand: "In changing his position from that of Senator/candidate Obama, President Obama has, in my view, shaken his fist at the same God who created and defined marriage. It grieves me that our president would now affirm same-sex marriage, though I believe it grieves God even more." Notice how Graham uses God's authority to challenge Obama's position. This is representative of the common practice within evangelicalism of calling out one's ideological opponents in the name of God. It adds much more gravitas than merely saying, "I think he's mistaken, and here are the reasons why: ...." But what if Graham's god does not exist, or what if there's a different god out there that sees things differently? Though it may be difficult to take a "what if" point of view that's opposed to the core of what we believe, I challenge Christians to do so in considering this thought experiment: <em>IF</em> Graham's god does not exist, <em>THEN</em> Graham's accusation that Obama is shaking his fist at God is an empty assertion, and is merely a mechanism Graham is using to illegitimately elevate his opinion to that of the creator of the entire universe to whom we must all submit. In other words, IF this god doesn't exist, then Graham is taking a shortcut; rather than having a reasoned discussion about the public consequences of adopting gay marriage, he's able to brow-beat Obama as a defiant rebel against the god of all goodness and power. After doing that, there's no more dialogue that can be had; end of discussion. The intent of this thought experiment is to highlight the pointlessness of projecting the assumptions of one worldview to engage with others in another worldview that doesn't share those assumptions. The only way to move forward in the political sphere is to agree to limit our arguments to nonreligious, consequentialist considerations that we can all agree on. But such an approach seems absent from most of our discourse.<br /><br />Just as evangelicals are expected to have a code to follow (i.e., the unambiguous teaching against homosexuality in the Bible), so do humanists: being gay is okay, and anyone who has any reservations about it is a hater. Hence this recent question from an evangelical Facebook friend of mine:&nbsp;"A real question for my non-evangelical FB friends: Is it possible in this day and age to oppose gay marriage without being automatically labeled as a hater?"<br /><br />I'm happy to answer my friend's question in the affirmative: I know many Christians who are uncomfortable with homosexual marriage, including the friend who posted the Facebook question, and I don't consider them to be haters. (No doubt others would disagree with me and say that anyone who expresses the slightest reservation concerning homosexuality is a hater, but I'm not one of them, and I can only speak for myself.) Certainly there are many haters out there, and I would probably consider the person who branded Obama as "pure evil" as one of them. But I'd like to dig a little deeper into my friend's question. On the surface, it expresses a legitimate complaint: "Why can't I express my conservative views without getting my head chewed off?" What this misses is the loaded historical baggage that accompanies any such discussion. The topic <em>du jour</em> is gay marriage, but it was less than a decade ago (2003) that the U.S. Supreme Court struck down all standing state antisodomy laws that made it a punishable crime to engage in homosexual behavior, even in private. It would be safe to say that the same sentiments and religious ideals that underpin opposition to gay marriage today underpinned the criminalization of homosexuality in the past. Perhaps it's unwarranted guilt by association, but can you see how a homosexual could feel that anyone who opposes gay marriage is likely to be a part of a long tradition of opposing all gay rights, not just matrimonial ones? And very roughly speaking, this same tradition is the one that originally opposed all participation of gays in the military, interracial marriage, women's rights, and civil rights for racial minorities. Are these associations coincidental, or is there a common wellspring that feeds them all?<br />&nbsp;<br />Let me pause to discuss this Christian expression most of us have heard in relation to homosexuality: "Love the sinner, hate the sin." You may not have heard the tongue-in-cheek rejoinder from a secular point of view: "Hate the superstition, love the superstitious (i.e., religious people)." If you're religious and you find this in any way offensive or demeaning or arrogant, then perhaps you can understand why homosexuals find the above Christian expression offensive. But we live in a free society, and Christians have a legitimate right to criticize homosexuality, just as unbelievers have a right to criticize religion. It's just that I shouldn't be surprised when Christians take offense when I challenge their beliefs, nor should Christians be surprised at the pushback they receive when they challenge the appropriateness of homosexual lifestyle; in either case, the challenge goes to the heart of the other person's identity, and it feels like an attack on the person himself.<br /><br />Within the two camps lined up in opposition to each other on homosexuality (let's just break them down into evangelical and nonevangelical for the sake of this discussion), there is a small minority that deviates from the party line; for example, evangelical leader Tony Campolo has this to say about gay marriage and civil unions:<br /><br />======================<br />&ldquo;Allow me to suggest a way out of this conflict and the difficult questions being raised these days about whether our country should approve of homosexual marriages. I propose that the government should get out of the business of marrying people and, instead, only give legal status to <em>civil unions</em>. The government should do this for both gay couples and straight couples and, leave marriage in the hands of the Church and other religious entities. That&rsquo;s the way it works in Holland: If a couple wants to be united in the eyes of the law, whether gay or straight, they go down to city hall and legally register, securing all the rights and privileges a couple has under Dutch law. Then, if the couple wants their relationship blessed--to be <em>married--</em>they go to a church, synagogue or other house of worship&rdquo;&nbsp;&nbsp;(<a href="http://books.google.com/books?id=zfKruTZoAgEC&amp;pg=PA94&amp;dq=%22I+propose+that+the+government+should+get+out+of+the+business%22&amp;hl=en&amp;sa=X&amp;ei=wTWwT6KHFo2JtweJ642JCQ&amp;ved=0CDUQ6AEwAA#v=onepage&amp;q=%22I%20propose%20that%20the%20government%20should%20get%20out%20of%20the%20business%22&amp;f=false" target="_blank" title="">Campolo 2008, 94</a>).<br />======================&nbsp;<br /><br />To me this makes perfect sense. Perhaps we should take a look at the Netherlands and see how things are working out for them, taking care to learn what we can from their mistakes and successes. If their population is by and large supportive of this arrangement, if God hasn't cursed them in any obvious way, if their society isn't spiraling out of control with crime or poverty rates higher than in the U.S., then why not give it a shot? Or are we as Americans beneath learning from other, smaller, less religious nations?<br /><br />If we were living in a Christian or Jewish theocracy, then it would be entirely appropriate to ban gay marriage and all homosexual activity; I fully concur with the evangelicals who hold that the Bible has nothing good to say about homosexuality (though it also has a lot of other things to say about other matters--like wealth, warfare, polygamy, stoning rebellious children--that would make them uncomfortable if taken to heart). But in America the Bible is not our constitution; we live in a secular democracy, so let's just take Campolo's recommendation and put this public issue behind us. If churches wish to continue an intramural discussion about how to view homosexuality, that's fine; but it shouldn't be a public issue in a secular democracy.<br /><br />I'll close by posting a couple of links to recommended reading on this topic. Rachel Held Evans, a "progressive evangelical" who has left the local church while preserving her faith, <a href="http://rachelheldevans.com/win-culture-war-lose-generation-amendment-one-north-carolina" target="_blank" title="">is pained by the evangelical response to gays</a>. <a href="http://bluebonnetreads.wordpress.com/2012/05/11/my-thoughts-on-gay-marriage/" target="_blank" title="">Another Christian blogger</a>, though she considers homosexuality to be a sin, wants a solution like Campolo's.&nbsp;<br /><br />By the way, I apologize for my general lack of responsiveness to comments and messages. There's been a lot going on with work and family lately, and I'm generally not the most responsive correspondent to begin with, but I do read and appreciate all your messages and posts. Thanks so much!</div>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[Reflections on money during a Caribbean cruise]]></title><link><![CDATA[http://www.kwdaniels.com/1/post/2012/05/reflections-on-a-caribbean-cruise.html]]></link><comments><![CDATA[http://www.kwdaniels.com/1/post/2012/05/reflections-on-a-caribbean-cruise.html#comments]]></comments><pubDate>Sun, 06 May 2012 20:33:50 -0800</pubDate><category><![CDATA[Uncategorized]]></category><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kwdaniels.com/1/post/2012/05/reflections-on-a-caribbean-cruise.html</guid><description><![CDATA[  [...] ]]></description><content:encoded><![CDATA[<span class='imgPusher' style='float:left;height:0px'></span><span style='float:left;z-index:10;position:relative;;clear:left;margin-top:0px;*margin-top:0px'><a><img src="http://www.kwdaniels.com/uploads/9/1/2/5/9125582/6302558.jpg?316" style="margin-top: 5px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 10px; border-width:1px;padding:3px;" alt="Picture" class="galleryImageBorder" /></a><div style="display: block; font-size: 90%; margin-top: -10px; margin-bottom: 10px; text-align: center;"></div></span> <div class="paragraph" style='text-align:left;display:block;'>We finally took the plunge and splurged for our first ever cruise, it being our 20th anniversary and all. It was the longest time Charlene and I have been together alone since the birth of our firstborn over 17 years ago. We enjoyed immensely our seven days away from the real world, from work, from making beds, cleaning house, ferrying kids, surfing the Internet--just to spend time with each other doing whatever we wanted on the ship, in Jamaica, in the Cayman Islands, and in Cozumel (the site of the photo to the left).&nbsp;<br /></div> <hr style='clear:both;visibility:hidden;width:100%;'></hr>  <div>  <!--BLOG_SUMMARY_END--></div>  <div class="paragraph" style='text-align:left;'>That said, I found myself pausing to reflect (I can't help myself) on how fortunate we and everyone else in that boat are compared to the poor around the world who could never dream of having all the food you could possibly eat 24/7 and throwing half of it away. I wondered what a starving Nigerien (note: a Nigerien is from Niger, while a Nigerian is from Nigeria) would think of such luxury and such waste, seeing all the abandoned plates of food scattered throughout the cavernous dining rooms. I'm not sure how many others on the ship let themselves be troubled by such thoughts; perhaps I'm uniquely cursed to be weighed down by them, having spent nearly a third of my in Africa and having developed a somewhat radical view of wealth as a Christian after digesting Jesus' teachings in the Gospel of Luke. John the Baptist angrily denounced a crowd, not for the things you hear harped on in most churches today (like sex, for example), but for owning too much and not sharing what they owned:&nbsp;&ldquo;Anyone who has two shirts should share with the one who has none, and anyone who has food should do the same&rdquo; (Luke 3:11)! If that's the case, then if I own two or more pairs of shoes (as I do) while there are others out there who have none, then I (according to John the Baptist) am subject to being "cut down and thrown into the fire" (Luke 3:9). Or as Jesus warned, "any of you who does not give up everything he has cannot be my disciple" (Luke 14:33), or, "But woe to you who are rich, for you have already received your comfort. Woe to you who are well fed now, for you will go hungry" (Luke&nbsp;6:24).<br /><br />Though I'm no longer a believer and do not regard the Bible as authoritative for our lives (many Christians apparently don't either, judging from their wholesale rejection or explaining away of Jesus' teachings on wealth), and I don't think the radical redistribution of wealth called for in <a href="http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=2%20Corinthians%208:13-15&amp;version=NIV" target="_blank" title="">2 Corinthians 8:3-15</a> is practical, I still carry a bit of an egalitarian streak from my believing days (or is it just a soft spot in my nature?). After all, if I'm better off financially than a desert-dwelling Nigerien, do I deserve all the credit for what I possess? Did I choose the specific family and culture into which I was born, with all its material and intellectual advantages; did I choose the particular combination of DNA and training I was bequeathed by my parents, allowing for sufficient intelligence to succeed in school and enough determination to find and keep gainful employment in a nation that offers the kind of employment I enjoy? Was I more deserving than an uneducated African child of an excellent gradeschool education, which then allowed me to go on to college and study computer science and later pursue a career in software development? No, no, no, and no! Does a Somali infant deserve to die at her mother's dry breast? Does an inner-city Los Angeles gang member deserve to have grown up without a role model or an education, surrounded by crime, with hardly a choice but to be pressed into a gang? No and no. It's the recognition that "there but for dumb luck go I" that preserves my egalitarian streak, my soft spot for those less fortunate than I am, and a twinge of guilt when I spend more on a one-week cruise than what many in the world spend in a year or three. Especially after <a href="http://www.pointofinquiry.org/peter_singer_the_life_you_can_save/" target="_blank" title="">listening to humanist ethicist Peter Singer</a> pontificate on just how bad world poverty is and just how many children die per day (26,000) while so many of us live in relative luxury.&nbsp;<br /><br />I know, I know, there are so many difficult questions that could be raised about our moral responsibility in alleviating human poverty--most importantly, how much is enough before we can say we've done our part? Can I legitimately enjoy a Starbucks latte now and then, even if it costs enough to feed a child for a couple of weeks? Is this something we as individuals should be responsible for (something we as a nation haven't frankly done well at, no matter how generous we think we are), or should we all be taxed so the UN can take care of the starving children in Africa as <a href="http://www.kwdaniels.com/index.html" title="">this comment</a>&nbsp;in response to Singer's interview advocates? What about all those corrupt governments that intercept the aid money and buy arms instead? Aren't we just throwing money down the toilet?<br /><br />Despite all these questions, I have to believe we as individuals and as relatively wealthy nations and as coalitions of nations could do more to make the world a better place. It's to the advantage of us all for the inequalities to be reduced; why, after all, do you think we in the United States and in many other developed countries have such a problem with illegal immigration? I'm not in the least advocating communism or any sort of forced income caps--these approaches have been tried and have failed. But accepting the status quo, just because the alternatives are full of problems and difficulties, doesn't mean that turning a blind eye to the 26,000 children who starve each day is any less problematic or difficult.<br /><br />As an alternative to waiting for a perfect solution, I would like to recommend to my readers who can afford it to consider giving a little or a lot to the following nonreligious charitable organizations: <a href="http://path.org" target="_blank" title="">PATH</a>, <a href="http://www.doctorswithoutborders.org/" target="_blank" title="">Doctors Without Borders</a>, <a href="http://www.unicef.org/" target="_blank" title="">UNICEF</a>, and <a href="http://foundationbeyondbelief.org/" target="_blank" title="">Foundation Beyond Belief</a>. &nbsp;And if you're religious, consider <a href="http://www.worldvision.org/" target="_blank" title="">World Vision</a> or <a href="http://hagarinternational.org/" target="_blank" title="">Hagar International</a>. In the long run, though, I'm with the commentator who responded to Singer's interview: it's going to take banding together in coalitions of nations, taxing us modestly (it really wouldn't be that big of sacrifice if everyone participated), and putting together a concerted plan to end starvation around the world. We just aren't doing our job as individuals, nor do I expect we ever will, given our mistaken propensity to think we somehow deserve all that we earn thanks to our own efforts and free will (efforts and free will that we think anyone else in the world could exercise to gain what we have, if only they would just do it!).<br /></div>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[Should politicians invoke the Ten Commandments?]]></title><link><![CDATA[http://www.kwdaniels.com/1/post/2012/04/should-politicians-invoke-the-ten-commandments.html]]></link><comments><![CDATA[http://www.kwdaniels.com/1/post/2012/04/should-politicians-invoke-the-ten-commandments.html#comments]]></comments><pubDate>Mon, 16 Apr 2012 21:19:44 -0800</pubDate><category><![CDATA[Uncategorized]]></category><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kwdaniels.com/1/post/2012/04/should-politicians-invoke-the-ten-commandments.html</guid><description><![CDATA["This country was founded on the principle of Christianity. The moral fiber of this country is in trouble, and I will stand and honor the Ten Commandments, I always will and I will never be apologetic for it" (Craig James, candidate for U.S. Senator from Texas in a televised debate on Ap [...] ]]></description><content:encoded><![CDATA[<div class="paragraph" style='text-align:left;'>"This country was founded on the principle of Christianity. The moral fiber of this country is in trouble, and I will stand and honor the Ten Commandments, I always will and I will never be apologetic for it" (Craig James, candidate for U.S. Senator from Texas in a <a href="http://www.syracuse.com/newsflash/index.ssf/story/top-texas-gop-senate-candidates-to-debate/022e99a4774d4fb685a10c9ce10d3ae4" target="_blank" title="">televised debate</a> on April 13, 2012). As a Texas resident (I can't say I'm a true Texan because I wasn't born here, even though I've lived here longer than in any other state), I wasn't surprised to hear these words while watching part of this recent senatorial debate, in which four candidates sought to outdo each other in wooing conservative religious voters. James' sentiments certainly would have resonated with me prior to my deconversion; after all, the U.S. was founded on Christian principles, including the Ten Commandments, was it not?<br /></div>  <div>  <!--BLOG_SUMMARY_END--></div>  <div class="paragraph" style='text-align:left;'>In a country where over 80 percent of the people claim to be Christians, and in a state that's more Christian than most, James' statements are not politically risky. Nor was Governer Perry's call to prayer for rain last April at the beginning of what turned out to be the most severe season of drought in Texas' history.<br /><br />Now, it doesn't matter to me what religious perspective a politician embraces, as long as she's an effective, honest, and wise public servant who submits to facts rather than bending them to her political advantage. As I read Article 6, paragraph 3 of the U.S. Constitution, it appears to me that the intent of the Founding Fathers was that the religion (or lack thereof) of a public officeholder should be a moot question:<br /><br />================<br /><em>The Senators and Representatives before mentioned, and the Members of the several State Legislatures, and all executive and judicial Officers, both of the United States and of the several States, shall be bound by Oath or Affirmation, to support this Constitution; but&nbsp;<strong>no religious test shall ever be required as a qualification to any office or public trust under the United States.</strong>&nbsp;</em><br />================&nbsp;<br /><br />Incidentally, Texas is <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/No_Religious_Test_Clause" target="_blank" title="">one of eight states</a> that does require religious belief on the part of its elected officials, arguing &nbsp;that the "no religious test" clause above applies only at the federal level. Does anyone truly believe that it was the intent of the framers of the Constitution to forbid such a test at the federal level but not at the state level? I suppose I would be ineligible to hold office in Texas.<br /><br />Apparently <a href="http://www.christiancentury.org/article/2012-03/pastors-introduction-santorum-goes-viral" target="_blank" title="">pastor Dennis Terry</a>, who introduced Rick Santorum to a rally of 1,400 people on March 18, didn't get the "no religious test" memo, nor the First Amendment memo barring the establishment of religion by the government:<br /><br />================&nbsp;<br /><em>I don't care what the liberals say, I don't care what the naysayers say, this nation was founded as a Christian.&nbsp;There is only one God, and his name is Jesus. I'm tired of people telling me that I can't say those words. I&rsquo;m tired of people telling us as Christians that we can&rsquo;t voice our beliefs or that we can no longer pray in public. Listen to me: if you don't love America, if you don't like the way we do things I got one thing to say -- GET OUT. We don't worship Buddha. We don't worship Mohammad. We don't worship Allah. We worship God. We worship God's son Jesus Christ.<br /></em>================&nbsp;<br /><br />I have been the recipient of a number of chain e-mails that express similar sentiments. How is it, they complain, that the minority of non-Christians in our country can tell the majority of Christians what they can or cannot do or say? After all, WE (Christians) are the MAJORITY! I'll include below a sample e-mail that expresses this sentiment:<br /><br />================&nbsp;<br /><em>NBC this morning had a poll on this question. They had the highest Number of responses that they have ever had for one of their polls, and the Percentage was the same as this:&nbsp;<br />86% to keep the words, IN God We Trust and God in the Pledge of Allegiance,&nbsp;14% against&nbsp;<br />That is a pretty 'commanding' public response.&nbsp;It is said that 86% of Americans believe the word God should stay.&nbsp;Therefore, I have a very hard time understanding why there is such a mess about having 'In God We Trust' on our money and having God in the Pledge of Allegiance.&nbsp;Why is the world catering to this 14%?&nbsp;&nbsp;</em><br />================&nbsp;<br /><br />However, the Constitution and the Bill of Rights were written expressly to protect minorities from the tyranny (or bullying) of the majority. The framers knew that if the rights of minorities were left to majority vote, the majority would run roughshod over the minority. Beyond the Constitution, it's a matter of following the Golden Rule, of asking yourself how you would like to be treated if you were in the minority. What if, for example, centuries (or even decades) in the future, the Muslim population reached majority status in the United States and began requiring your children to recite in unison passages from the Koran (similarly to how I recall being asked in 1976 to recite the Lord's Prayer in public school in Arkansas); posting portions of the Koran in public courts; introducing Sharia law; and encouraging politicians to invoke the name of Allah in political speeches, on our currency, and on the floor of Congress? &nbsp;And what if they began shouting, "If you don't like the way we do things in this country, then GET OUT!" At that point, when a presidential candidate joins the crowd in a standing ovation (as Rick Santorum did after pastor Terry's introduction), would you not then begin to gain a greater appreciation of the principle of separation of church and state, understanding it was meant to protect you from persecution and marginalization on the basis of your beliefs?<br /><br />I will grant that some of the Founding Fathers personally revered the Ten Commandments and relied on them as a moral compass, and probably all the Founders believed in at least a distant, deistic god. Yet the authors studiously avoided any discussion of religion in the Constitution, let alone any exclusivist scriptures from one particular religious tradition. If, as U.S. Senate candidate from Texas Craig James and others (notably David Barton) believe that our country was founded on Christian principles, and if the majority of our founders were orthodox Christians, then was it simply an accident that they left out all mention of religion from our most important founding document? I submit it could not have been an accident; there were considerable pressures on Enlightenment thinkers like Jefferson, Adams, and Monroe to make the new country into an explicitly Christian nation (as no doubt there would be today on the part of conservative Christians if for some reason we were to rewrite the Constitution from scratch). Notwithstanding the attempts of revisionists to make us believe ours was intended to be a Christian nation, consider the following excerpt from the&nbsp;<a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Treaty_of_Tripoli" target="_blank" title="">Treaty of Tripoli</a>, <em>unanimously </em>ratified by the U.S. Senate and signed into law by President John Adams in 1797, a mere ten years after the Constitution was adopted:<br /><br />================&nbsp;<br /><em>As the Government of the United States of America is not, in any sense, founded on the Christian religion,&mdash;as it has in itself no character of enmity against the laws, religion, or tranquility, of Mussulmen [Muslims],&mdash;and as the said States never entered into any war or act of hostility against any Mahometan [Muslim] nation, it is declared by the parties that no pretext arising from religious opinions shall ever produce an interruption of the harmony existing between the two countries.</em><br />================&nbsp;<br /><br />There are certainly thin-skinned, angry atheists out there, taking umbrage at any and all public expressions of religious faith, including the planting of crosses on the roadside where a loved one perished in a traffic accident, for example. Do we really think that barring such expressions of personal homage to lost loved ones in public places will undermine the cause of liberty and justice for all, or even the cause of freethought in its crusade against religious superstition? Personally I think not. There are other religious expressions that are potentially a little more concerning, like the motto, "In God We Trust" imprinted on all our currency. The problem is not that hordes of atheists will begin believing in God as a result of this motto; the concern is that it implies that "we" (i.e., those of use who are <em>true </em>U.S. citizens) trust in God, and that those who don't believe in God, or those like the Hindus that believe in many gods, are just left-over chopped liver. Maybe they should just "GET OUT!", to use Pastor Terry's words.<br /><br />What should be our position on the pending Tennessee legislation to authorize the placement of the Ten Commandments, along with other historical documents, in state courthouses and in other government institutions? State representative Matthew Hill, who sponsored the legislation,&nbsp;<a href="http://www.usatoday.com/news/nation/story/2012-03-31/ten-commandments-tennessee/53914434/1" target="_blank" title="" style="">insists it's not about promoting religion</a>:<br /><br />================&nbsp;<br /><em style="">Just look around his office, he said. There's an original Tennessee state flag. A framed copy of a David Crockett letter. A painting of historic Jonesborough, his hometown."We're not talking about holding a church service. We're not talking about having a Bible study at the courthouse," said Hill, a Republican. "What we're talking about is remembering who we are, where we came from and not being ashamed of that."</em><br />================&nbsp;<br /><br />It's not a stretch to think that Hill's ultimate aims might be a little more ambitious than he lets on. I could be wrong, but it sounds to me as though he's using his other historical documents as mere props to get the foot of religion (and not just any religion, but his religion) in the door of government. If someone were to suggest that he swap out his David Crockett letter for an alternate artifact from the Alamo, I doubt he would mind in the least, but if I proposed to him that the Ten Commandments (which had no official part in our nation's early history) should be swapped out in favor of the Treaty of Tripoli, for example, he would not be pleased in the least. (To be fair, liberals are prone to similar foot-in-the-door strategies; I don't doubt, for example, that most who support Obamacare would like to see it eventually transformed into a single-payer system.) In any case, my primary concern with the public display of the Ten Commandments is that it amounts to the government endorsement of a document that stands in direct opposition to our founding documents (because, after all, Hill's real aim is not just to display a random historical document but to confer the imprimatur of government on the Decalogue) .<br /><br />Consider the first of the Commandments: "I am the LORD [Yahweh] your God, who brought you out of Egypt, out of the land of slavery.&nbsp;You shall have no other gods before me" (Exodus 20:2-3). Compare this with the First Amendment to the Constitution: "Congress shall make no law respecting an establishment of religion, or prohibiting the free exercise thereof." In other words, according to the First Amendment, we are officially free to worship any god or gods we wish, or no god at all. But according the the First Commandment, we are obligated to worship Yahweh and Yahweh alone, on pain of death, as we learn later in Deuteronomy 13:<br /><br />================&nbsp;<br /><em>6 If your very own brother, or your son or daughter, or the wife you love, or your closest friend secretly entices you, saying, &ldquo;Let us go and worship other gods&rdquo; (gods that neither you nor your ancestors have known, 7 gods of the peoples around you, whether near or far, from one end of the land to the other), 8 do not yield to them or listen to them. Show them no pity. Do not spare them or shield them. 9 You must certainly put them to death. Your hand must be the first in putting them to death, and then the hands of all the people. 10 Stone them to death, because they tried to turn you away from the LORD your God, who brought you out of Egypt, out of the land of slavery. 11 Then all Israel will hear and be afraid, and no one among you will do such an evil thing again.</em><br />================&nbsp;<br /><br />Why should I be worried about the occasional display of the Ten Commandments in government offices? Do I really think that most Christians intend to require the worship of Yahweh alone on pain of death? &nbsp;No, I don't think most believers are interested in going that far. My fear is that, once Jefferson's Wall of Separation is breached, it will be tempting to continue chipping away until it all comes tumbling down. Will it stop with the Ten Commandments? Will not victory give way to victory, bringing back to our schools a "moment of silence," followed by the Lord's Prayer, and the study of a literal view of the Bible? Never mind the resulting social&nbsp;ostracism&nbsp;of those who for reasons of conscience cannot join in the public declarations of a sectarian piety. And if we were to turn back the clock in this way, can we not anticipate the repeal of many other hard-earned liberties that the religious right has stood in the way of at every turn? Will gays be prosecuted and barred from the military again? Will the women's rights gained in the past century be lost; will they be pulled from the military or denied the right to vote? Will civil rights for minorities be threatened? Nonsense, I can hear some saying! But if the same religiously driven sentiments that opposed these advances (and it is beyond dispute that religious conservatives--for stated religious reasons--were historically the loudest voices opposing them), then what is to prevent the same process from happening in reverse, once the ball starts rolling back? I fear a religious impulse that, when given free reign, seeks ever more influence, ever more power, until it reigns supreme, as it did in the time of the Deuteronomy passage above. It's not that far fetched, when you consider what certain religious leaders like Pastor Terry are already saying. There's a pent-up desire for religious domination that the courts have long put the brakes on, but once the brakes are removed, once enough people can be convinced that our country was intended to be a Christian nation, then a Christian theocratic nation it will become, the Constitution and all non-Christians be damned. In a time of widespread fear or crisis, this snowball effect can readily happen as a result of one-upmanship: as leaders outdo each other in expressions of piety and in publicly promoting the will of God, it isn't long before there's little more room to push the envelope and we find ourselves in an Old Testament dominionist theocracy.<br /><br />I recognize that believers fear their own marginalization and persecution by secular, anti-Christian authorities, but it would seem to me those fears are overblown. If a teacher in a public school were to actively promote atheism or belittle religion, or if he were were to post a framed copy of some choice anti-religious quotes by Dawkins, or if an atheist presidential candidate joined a standing ovation in response to an introduction by a prominent atheist calling for all believers to "GET OUT!", then there would be reason for concern. But Christians, by and large, are <em>not </em>being persecuted in this country (and the same is no doubt true for most atheists). Restrictions against using government property and offices to promote one's sectarian views are&nbsp;<em>not </em>persecution; they are constitutional protections for those who don't happen to share the same views. To be sure, there are some contexts where it's socially frowned upon to be a believer, such as in certain elite universities, and in some cases actual discrimination exists. For the record, I deplore discrimination and ostracism of either kind, whether proreligious or antireligious, especially (but not only) when taxpayer funds are involved. Much more could be said on this topic (forcing Jehovah's witnesses to allow their children to receive life-saving blood transfusions, or forcing Catholic institutions to provide contraception to their employees, or forcing creationist taxpayers to pay for public schools to teach evolution to their children; each of these could occupy another whole blog post and more, but I need to finish this post first!).<br /><br />So there you have it. It all boils down to this: let's all agree to respect each other's religious views or lack thereof when taxpayer funds or official representatives of government are serving our country. Let's not polarize public office on the basis of religion. We already have too many other sources of polarization. If atheists and Christians want to promote their views on private billboards, in churches, in the home, in meetup groups at pubs, or whatever, let them have at it; but once you've been elected by the people to represent the people, do not take their taxes and use your public office to promote your atheism (there's little danger of that, since the only open atheist who has managed to be elected to a national government position is U.S. Representative Peter Start of California), your theism, your Mormonism, your Catholicism, or any other religious or anti-religious ism.<br /><br />On a personal note, my wife and I will be celebrating our 20th anniversary next week, so I'll probably be skipping at least one weekly blog post...</div>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[Is it okay to tell a white lie?]]></title><link><![CDATA[http://www.kwdaniels.com/1/post/2012/04/is-it-okay-to-tell-a-white-lie.html]]></link><comments><![CDATA[http://www.kwdaniels.com/1/post/2012/04/is-it-okay-to-tell-a-white-lie.html#comments]]></comments><pubDate>Mon, 09 Apr 2012 19:54:14 -0800</pubDate><category><![CDATA[Uncategorized]]></category><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kwdaniels.com/1/post/2012/04/is-it-okay-to-tell-a-white-lie.html</guid><description><![CDATA[No. So says atheist neuroscientist and author Sam Harris in his tiny little book, Lying. Say what? Atheists aren't supposed to have any legitimate moral foundation! On what basis can Harris go even farther than many Christians and preach against telling your friend she doesn't look fat in that dress?I confess I'm not always a fan of Harris' manners; I can certainly see how some might be put off by his direct,  [...] ]]></description><content:encoded><![CDATA[<div  class="paragraph editable-text" style=" text-align: left; ">No. So says atheist neuroscientist and author Sam Harris in his tiny little book, <em>Lying</em>. Say what? Atheists aren't supposed to have any legitimate moral foundation! On what basis can Harris go even farther than many Christians and preach against telling your friend she doesn't look fat in that dress?<br /><br />I confess I'm not always a fan of Harris' manners; I can certainly see how some might be put off by his direct, blunt, and sometimes smug pronouncements. Yet he does have an effective way with words, and sometimes it can't hurt to receive a jolt from the likes of Harris to help us see our failings and steer us in a less self-destructive direction. <a href="http://www.amazon.com/dp/B005N0KL5G" target="_blank" title="">His e-book</a> is so short and inexpensive ($1.99) and so chock full of nuggets that it would be worth your while just to read it yourself than to read any attempt of mine to summarize it. Perhaps a couple of anecdotes from the book would suffice to whet your appetite for more:<br /><br />========================<br /><em><font color="#990000">A friend of mine recently asked me whether I thought he was overweight. In fact, he probably was just asking for reassurance: It was the beginning of summer, and we were sitting with our wives by the side of his pool. However, I&rsquo;m more comfortable relying on the words that actually come out of a person&rsquo;s mouth, rather than on my powers of telepathy, to know what he is asking. So I answered my friend&rsquo;s question very directly: &ldquo;No one would ever call you &lsquo;fat,&rsquo; but I think you could probably lose twenty-five pounds.&rdquo; That was two months ago, and he is now fifteen pounds lighter. Neither of us knew that he was ready to go on a diet until I declined the opportunity to lie about how he looked in a bathing suit.</font></em><br />Harris, Sam (2011-09-13). Lying (Kindle Single) (Kindle Locations 184-190). Kindle Edition.&nbsp;<br /><br /><font color="#990000" style="font-style: italic; ">Jessica recently overheard her friend Lucy telling a white lie: Lucy had a social obligation she wanted to get free of, and Jessica heard her leave a voicemail message for another friend, explaining why their meeting would have to be rescheduled. Lucy&rsquo;s excuse was entirely fictitious&mdash;something involving her child&rsquo;s getting sick&mdash;but she lied so effortlessly and persuasively that Jessica was left wondering if she had ever been duped by Lucy in the past. Now, whenever Lucy cancels a plan, Jessica suspects she might not be telling the truth. These tiny erosions of trust are especially insidious because they are almost never remedied. Lucy has no reason to think that Jessica has a grievance with her&mdash;because she doesn&rsquo;t. She simply does not&nbsp;her as much as she used to, having heard her lie without compunction to another friend. Of course, if the problem (or the relationship) were deeper, perhaps Jessica would say something&mdash;but, as it happens, she feels there is no point in admonishing Lucy about her ethics. The net result is that a single voicemail message, left for a third party, has subtly undermined a friendship&nbsp;</font>(Harris 2011, loc. 252-261).<br />========================&nbsp;<br /><br />Harris has been criticized by believers and unbelievers alike for his insistence that objective moral values can be constructed from a naturalistic, consequentialist foundation. Perhaps some moral questions aren't as cut and dried as Harris's critics contend he makes them out to be, but I confess I'm drawn to the simplicity of one of Harris' prescriptions for an uncomplicated life: unless someone's life is on the line, always tell the truth. If you do, then others will know they can trust what you say, and when you praise them, it will be genuine and well deserved. These are conclusions that can be drawn by observing the fruit of people's interactions, and they are conclusions that can be drawn whether or not a higher power prescribes them.<br /><br />For those who are in the throes of deconversion, a gut-wrenching question you'll be confronted with is how and whether and when to "come out" to those who think you're still a believer. Part of what makes it difficult is that the line between belief and unbelief is somewhat fuzzy, and if you're like me, you'll cross the line back and forth several times before you realize you really don't believe and aren't likely to cross back over the line to faith. In the meantime, especially if you're in Christian ministry, but even if you're just a committed lay Christian, other believers will continue to expect to see and hear ongoing affirmations of your faith: praying before meals, chiming in agreement with pronouncements on biblical theology, preaching sermons and leading worship music (in the case of clergy who've lost their faith), etc. The longer it takes you to &ldquo;come out,&rdquo; the longer you will be putting on an act, in other words, deceiving those who think you're a Christian when you're not. Harris maintains that &ldquo;to lie is to intentionally mislead others when they expect honest communication.&rdquo; (Harris 2011, loc 46-47).&nbsp;<br /><br />Though I hadn't read Harris before I left the mission field, there came a point when I knew that to continue working as a Bible translator would be to intentionally mislead my mission board and my financial supporters who had the right to expect honest communication regarding my loss of faith. My wife and family also deserved to know. Sure, I could have continued on in the ministry I was being paid to perform, putting on a pious face and pretending to believe what I no longer knew in my heart to be true, but I realized a day of reckoning would have to come at some point, and there was nothing to be gained&mdash;only further trust to be lost&mdash;by delaying that day. I was in a precarious situation; I did not know how I could find gainful employment and support my family after having spent the previous 7+ years in the mission organization. It nearly ripped me apart, but I could not lie: I no longer believed, and I owed it to everyone who thought I believed to tell them the truth.&nbsp;As it turned out, our family survived, and we didn't end up on the streets. I would have been willing to work minimum wage at McDonald's if necessary to avoid a lie.&nbsp;<br /><br />Yet I know some individuals who remain in the ministry today, understandably fearful of coming out of the closet during these difficult financial times. Any act of apostasy is an affront to a believing community, but the betrayal must be even more acute if and when it's learned that the apostate continued putting on an act for months or years after deconverting. My heart goes out to those caught in a situation like this&mdash;I remember it all too well myself as if it were yesterday&mdash;but to them I say, What's the worst that can happen if you come out? It's not likely you'll die; you may have to depend for a time on charity or government assistance, but at least you'll have your integrity intact and you can keep your head held high, and you won't have betrayed the trust of your former fellow believers more than was necessary.</div>  ]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[A possible miracle revisited]]></title><link><![CDATA[http://www.kwdaniels.com/1/post/2012/04/a-possible-miracle-revisited.html]]></link><comments><![CDATA[http://www.kwdaniels.com/1/post/2012/04/a-possible-miracle-revisited.html#comments]]></comments><pubDate>Sun, 01 Apr 2012 10:13:11 -0800</pubDate><category><![CDATA[Uncategorized]]></category><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kwdaniels.com/1/post/2012/04/a-possible-miracle-revisited.html</guid><description><![CDATA[Following the publication of my book, in which I related an incident that came as close to being inexplicably miraculous as anything else in my experience, I've heard from at least three readers challenging me to follow up on it and to determine what really happened. As a result of their prompting, I did what I should have done before including the story in my book: I contacted the church I attended two decades ago to learn more d [...] ]]></description><content:encoded><![CDATA[<div  class="paragraph editable-text" style=" text-align: left; ">Following the publication of my book, in which I related an incident that came as close to being inexplicably miraculous as anything else in my experience, I've heard from at least three readers challenging me to follow up on it and to determine what really happened. As a result of their prompting, I did what I should have done before including the story in my book: I contacted the church I attended two decades ago to learn more details about the fellow member who experienced the miracle.<br /><br />Before I tell you "the rest of the story," I'll include below the account as I related it in my book:<br /><br /></div>  <div >  <!--BLOG_SUMMARY_END--></div>  <h2  style=" text-align: left; ">Jeanine's miraculous healing, as recounted in my book</h2>  <div  class="paragraph editable-text" style=" text-align: left; ">Consider the example of a woman (whom I'll call Jeanine) who attended my church while I was still a believer. She was bound to a wheelchair for over a year and a half, unable even to stand up. One day as she was listening to inspirational music and praying for God to heal her, she felt a wave of God's presence over her and was then able to stand up and walk about on her own. I am told that anyone who remains bound to a wheelchair for an extended period of time would not subsequently be able to walk without therapy, due to muscle atrophy alone. This provided additional corroboration that God had intervened on her behalf.<br /><br />Stories like this are fairly commonplace in faith healing circles, but third-party investigations of such incidents have consistently exposed the emptiness of their claims. In this case, however, the church I attended was a non-Charismatic Bible church with little or no emphasis on present-day miracles or supernatural manifestations of the Spirit. Furthermore, I knew the woman, had seen her every Sunday in her wheelchair, and had no reason to doubt her.<br /><br />Later, after my deconversion, an acquaintance (I'll call him Doug) asked me what I thought of this incident and how I could account for it under my new worldview. I asked him whether he thought all miracle claims were bona fide, and he said that no, probably over 99 percent are spurious, but the 1 percent that are legitimate demonstrate that God is still alive and active in the world today.<br /><br />Based on Doug's admission that most miracle claims are not genuine, it should follow that it is unwise to give the benefit of the doubt to a miracle claim until it has been thoroughly investigated and proven to be genuine. Yet when Doug mentioned the healing of Jeanine, he immediately chastised me when I paused and said, "Well ..." instead of admitting up front it was a supernatural event. Our guard in Niger likewise could not understand why I didn't accept his claim (and the claim of many others) that a woman turned into money after a certain kind of soap was applied to her. I am not equating Jeanine's experience to that of the African woman who turned into money, but it is premature to consider her experience a supernatural event without further investigation. Minimally we would need to know her diagnosis and whether it is reversible in the medical literature. To some, this all may sound like fancy excuse-making&mdash;"Why can't he just accept it?"&mdash;but again, given that most miracle claims turn out not to be genuine, I believe it is not only warranted but also wise to greet claims like this with at least some degree of skepticism.<br /><br />...what if I had the ability to look through medical records and find cases of unbelievers who had experienced spontaneous rehabilitations like Jeanine's? The way the story was recounted made it sound as though she had never before prayed to be healed or listened to Christian music, but then when she was listening to Christian music and praying, begging God for healing, she was suddenly healed. If I were a betting man, I would wager a significant sum that she had prayed about this on a great many occasions prior to her recovery. I do not know what her medical diagnosis was or whether it was reversible, so it is premature for me to join in on the spot and say, "Yes, this is undeniably a miracle and can be explained in no other way."<br /><br />...I did not know Jeanine very well at all, but I know that a lot of trustworthy people consider her trustworthy, so I am disinclined to think she was pulling a deception by sitting in her chair and pretending to be disabled (though it is a possibility that should be kept open). I know too little of her condition to make a call: was she diagnosed? If so, are there any statistics on recovery rates from her condition? Have any physicians evaluated her healing? It is not unfair to ask these questions before coming to the conclusion that it had to be supernatural. After all, a certain percentage of people recover spontaneously from even the most deadly of cancers, on the order of 1 in 100,000.<br /></div>  <h2  style=" text-align: left; ">The followup</h2>  <div  class="paragraph editable-text" style=" text-align: left; ">Here is a copy of an e-mail from September 4, 2009 that prompted me to follow up on this story:<br /><br />=========================<br /><em style="">"As physician I was a little disappointed that you didn't pursue things a bit more in the case of "Jeanine" and her sudden ability to stand and walk. Didn't you have enough curiosity to talk to her sometime and find out a little more about her condition? I mean, the worst that could have happened is that she would have just brushed you off. It seems to me it was a waste of a great opportunity. Of course if I'm fair here the believers here missed a real opportunity as well, because they could have had this lady see some specialists to see if there was any plausible naturalistic explanation. If they could not come up with one it would make for some rather interesting possibilities."</em><br /><em><br />"I'm not trying to be overly critical here, but it seems like the believers were too ready to believe the miraculous explanation and you were too ready to accept a naturalistic one and neither side was willing to think outside of the box."</em><br />=========================&nbsp;<br /><br />More recently, on March 25, 2012, a reader posted a&nbsp;<a href="http://www.goodreads.com/review/show/300589778" target="_blank" style="" title="">review of my book on GoodReads</a>, rightly chastising me for not doing my homework on this story:<br /><br />=========================<br /><em style="">"He [speaking of yours truly] also shares a story of an apparent healing of a woman he knew and why he was skeptical of it but he did not talk to her after it I noted in the margin, why didn't he just call her and ask about it?"&nbsp;<br /></em>=========================&nbsp;<br /><br />Because I had already followed up on it in 2009 but had not yet made public what I learned from my followup, I figured I would use this week's blog post to let everyone know.&nbsp;<br /><br />On October 9, 2009 (after I received the e-mail above from the physician), I contacted the youth pastor of the church I had attended along with "Jeanine" (whom, incidentally, had graciously knitted a baby blanket for our firstborn son) asking him the following:<br /><br />=========================<br /><em style="">"A couple people who read my book challenged me to find out more about the lady I mentioned ("Jeanine") in my chapter on miracles. Her real name is [...]. I'm genuinely interested in knowing more about the background of her apparent recovery from being bound to a wheelchair. I don't know whether she still attends [church name] or how I might be able to find out more about what happened to her back in the 1990s. I think I was at college at the time she recovered, and most of the details I heard were sketchy. If a real miracle happened, it's in my best interest to recognize what occurred. The fact that I left it all open-ended in the book doesn't sit well with some of my readers, nor does it sit well with me.&nbsp;Are you still at [name of church]? If so, I'm wondering whether you could help me find out more about her recovery and what led up to it. In particular, I'd be interested to know her diagnosis, how long she suffered from it, and how her physician interpreted what happened. I know it's a strange request out of the blue, but since I've been in touch with you more recently than with anyone else at [name of church], I thought I'd call on you if you can help."</em><br />=========================&nbsp;<br /><br />This youth pastor to whom I wrote was not present at the church during the early 1990s when the incident occurred, but he spoke with the senior pastor and responded as follows to me on 10/15/2009:<br /><br />=========================<em>"</em><br /><em>He [the senior pastor] informed me that she and her husband attended the church for a while, however, they left because they accused [the pastor] of being a new age preacher for using translations other than the KJV. He also was familiar with the apparent miracle, however, he felt it was not an actual miracle (he also informed me that a christian counselor who attended the church at the time felt the same way). Both [the pastor] and the counselor felt that the use of the wheel chair was for&nbsp;mental reasons and not physical necessity.&nbsp;</em><br /><em>&nbsp;<br />"I do not know where she is now but I hope this information is helpful...."<br /></em><br /><em>"May God Bless You!"</em><br />=========================&nbsp;<br /><br />So there you have it. Does this prove that miracles don't happen? Far from it; this only serves to cast down on one particular miracle claim, albeit the one I was most personally acquainted with and which formerly gave me the strongest reason for thinking miracles might actually occur.&nbsp;I encourage you to read <a href="http://books.google.com/books?id=-Ww3fYhIZ_YC&amp;lpg=PP1&amp;pg=PA277#v=onepage&amp;q&amp;f=false" target="_blank" title="">the section on miracles in my book</a> for&nbsp;a more complete discussion of this topic based on this and other stories I've heard.<br /><br />You would probably expect a doubter like me to come down on the side of skepticism as it relates to miracles, yet believers themselves are typically skeptical of miracles in other religious traditions, and sometimes even of those in their own tradition. Check out <a href="http://www.internetmonk.com/archive/open-mic-at-the-imonk-cafe-miracle-testimonies" target="_blank" title="">this site</a> for an example of the latter.<br /><br />I'd be interested to know whether any of my readers have experienced what they consider to be an undisputably miraculous event. If I am mistaken in my opinion that miracles probably don't happen, the consequences for me could be grave, according to a discussion following <a href="http://www.examiner.com/christianity-in-santa-ana/a-missionary-loses-his-faith" target="_blank" title="">a critical review of my book</a>:<br /><br />=========================&nbsp;<br /><em>"You&nbsp;&nbsp;write, 'But show me a person with an amputated limb that grows back before my eyes, and I will believe.' You sound a bit like the Pharisees. If God is God then he does not perform at our bidding. This does not mean he does not perform miracles. He performs them when he deems it appropriate and often only in response to someone&rsquo;s faith. But, nevertheless, consider this: If in fact such miracles do occur and you fail to see one of them because you have already written all such occurrences off as somewhat less than actual or real, then your own testimony is that you will not be able to believe. And if you cannot believe then your eternal destiny is sealed. Because your eternal destiny hangs in the balance at this point in your life, I would strongly encourage you to follow-up on some of those miracle stories others so quickly right off. Secular humanists are unable to see miracles because their worldview doesn&rsquo;t allow it. For them, at best, miracles are only unexplained momentary anomalies."&nbsp;</em><br /><em><br />"These are serious matters &ndash; for you and your family. When the time comes, and it will most certainly come, that you stand before God and give an account for your life, your &ldquo;sincere&rdquo; journey into unbelief, all your skepticism, and your every argument against faith will appear as utter nonsense in that context. Saddest of all, you will have to bear responsibility for your sins."</em><br />=========================&nbsp;&nbsp;<br /></div>  ]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[Is free will an illusion?]]></title><link><![CDATA[http://www.kwdaniels.com/1/post/2012/03/is-free-will-an-illusion.html]]></link><comments><![CDATA[http://www.kwdaniels.com/1/post/2012/03/is-free-will-an-illusion.html#comments]]></comments><pubDate>Sun, 25 Mar 2012 19:34:21 -0800</pubDate><category><![CDATA[Uncategorized]]></category><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kwdaniels.com/1/post/2012/03/is-free-will-an-illusion.html</guid><description><![CDATA[Yes, free will is but an illusion. So says neurscientist Sam Harris in his new little book, Free Will. In his view, all our thoughts and actions are determined by prior events and brain states; in other words, we cannot choose to do or to think anything other than what we in fact do and think. Christian apologist J. P. Moreland, whose book Scaling the Secular City (1990: Grand Rapids, MI: Baker Book H [...] ]]></description><content:encoded><![CDATA[<div  class="paragraph editable-text" style=" text-align: left; ">Yes, free will is but an illusion. So says neurscientist Sam Harris in his new little book,<em> Free Will</em>. In his view, all our thoughts and actions are determined by prior events and brain states; in other words, we cannot choose to do or to think anything other than what we in fact do and think. <br /><br />Christian apologist J. P. Moreland, whose book <em>Scaling the Secular City</em> (1990: Grand Rapids, MI: Baker Book House) I read in my seminary apologetics class in 1991, begs to differ, quoting theologian H. P. Owen on page 90:<br /><br />"Determinism is self-stultifying. If my mental processes are totally determined, I am totally determined either to accept or to reject determinism. But if the sole reason for my believing or not believing X is that I am causally determined to believe it, I have no ground for holding that my judgement is true or false."<br /><br /><em>Busted</em>, as my kids would say. This quote was so arresting that it has remained lodged in my mind for over twenty years since I first read it, allowing me to pull the book from my bookshelf and locate it today as a foil for Harris&rsquo; position.<br /><br />I recall that after first reading Moreland&rsquo;s defense of free will and his arguments against physicalism, naturalism, and determinism, I arbitrarily lifted my left pinky finger in defiance of the notion that everything I did was determined by natural laws. I didn&rsquo;t have to lift a pinky finger, let alone my left one, but I did so anyway. &ldquo;Take that, determinism!&rdquo; Yet even then, I had a nagging thought that a determinist might wish to dismiss my act of raising my left pinky finger as nothing more than a reflexive impulse against the repugnant notion that all my actions were outside of my control.<br /><br />Isn&rsquo;t it self-evident that we are the author of our actions, that we are responsible for what we do (both good and bad), and that we could freely opt for action <em>a</em> or <em>b</em> when given a choice? Isn&rsquo;t it built into our justice system that a man of sane mind who pulls the trigger of his gun to kill a man who seduced his wife could have instead listened to his conscience, paused, and avoided carrying out the crime? If, as Harris believes, the murderer could not have done anything other than what he ended up doing, must society then give up its mandate to hold criminals responsible for their crimes? Are we really only left to excuse the &ldquo;guilty&rdquo; as follows? &ldquo;It wasn&rsquo;t his fault; he was just driven to pull the trigger by his circumstances, his underprivileged upbringing, his exposure to violence as a way of life, his genes, his personality, the lax gun laws in his state, a chemical imbalance in his brain, yada yada yada!&rdquo; Or, to use a recent example from the real world, &ldquo;Sargeant Robert Bales was driven to murder 17 innocent Afghani civilians because he was stretched to the breaking point by his four deployments, the loss of fellow soldiers in his unit, injuries he suffered, or post-traumatic stress syndrome. He simply had no choice but to go take out his frustrations in the way he did.&rdquo;<br /><br />Harris would argue that even the most heinous and most senseless of crimes are triggered not by a free will that could have chosen to do otherwise, but instead by a series of events and brain states governed by the laws of nature, including those described by chemistry, physics, genetics, biology, and (perhaps) quantum mechanics. He rhetorically asks free-will advocates what else but the laws of nature could possibly account for our decisions. Setting aside the special case of coercion by others, if I lift my left pinky finger, it&rsquo;s because I <em>want </em>to lift it. If I don&rsquo;t <em>want </em>to lift it, I don&rsquo;t lift it. But why do I <em>want </em>or <em>not want</em> to lift it? I don&rsquo;t have control over my wants; they just appear for reasons I&rsquo;m not often conscious of, reasons that arise from the laws of nature operating on my brain and on my environment.&nbsp;<br /><br />Sometimes I sense a conflict of wants within me, and it's when choosing between two wants that I feel I'm making a free moral decision. For example, I <em>want </em>the thrill that comes from clicking on the link to a sexually explicit photograph, but I also <em>want </em>to preserve my marriage and to direct my sexual passions exclusively toward my wife. Since I <em>think </em>(based on the input my brain has received about the dangers of pornography) that I can&rsquo;t have both, I <em>think </em>I have to <em>choose </em>between the two options, and I <em>prefer </em>a long-lasting, intact marriage over the thrill of the moment, so I <em>decide </em>not to click the link. And because I gave up something potentially thrilling in favor of fidelity to my wife, I gain a sense of satisfaction in having made the right moral decision, for which I <em>think </em>I am entitled some <em>credit</em>. But where in that decision-making process was there room for anything outside the laws of nature? Did I have any control over my upbringing, during which the dangers of pornography were instilled in me? Can I help it that my wife is a beautiful person to whom I&rsquo;m helplessly attracted, a wife who faithfully loves me in return? Is it up to me whether I <em>want </em>her more than the pornography, or that I have been led to believe that in some sense the pornography jeopardizes my relationship with her? No, my brain controlled my wants, and I ended up doing what I <em>wanted </em>to do, that is, giving up the short-term thrill of the pornography for the longer-term stability of my marriage.<br /><br />Now, what if I had been away from my wife on a trip without any sexual release for months and the <em>urge </em>to click that link had not been overcome by my <em>desire </em>to remain emotionally faithful to my wife, and what if I had gone ahead and clicked that link because the <em>desire </em>for the thrill was greater than my perceived risk of doing so? In either case, I&rsquo;ve done what I <em>wanted </em>to do, and I can&rsquo;t control my wants. If I know ahead of time I&rsquo;ll be vulnerable to such temptation and wish to avoid it, then I can choose to not take that months-long trip, but my choice not to do so is also governed by my <em>wants</em>, over which I have no ultimate control.<br /><br />As for a potential criminal who&rsquo;s contemplating pulling the trigger on his wife&rsquo;s seducer, what if the thought enters his mind that he might well get caught and put in prison for life or executed if he were to go through with the murder, and the fear of getting caught makes him relent? Then he relents because he <em>wants </em>to relent. Why does he <em>want </em>to relent? Because his brain (whether consciously or otherwise) weighs the various outcomes and decides it&rsquo;s in his interest to hold off. In this case, the desire to relent is traceable to an external factor, though in many cases it isn&rsquo;t always easy to determine where our desires come from. But one thing Harris is sure of: they don&rsquo;t arise from a disembodied or supernatural soul that drives our decisions apart from who we are, apart from the sum of all the circumstances and brain states that precede our every thought and action.<br /><br />Harris&rsquo; confidence in the non-existence of free will is based at least in part on the results of experiments he describes as follows:<br /><br />&ldquo;Subjects were asked to press one of two buttons while watching a &ldquo;clock&rdquo; composed of a random sequence of letters appearing on a screen. They reported which letter was visible at the moment they decided to press one button or the other. The experimenters found two brain regions that contained information about which button subjects would press a full 7 to 10 seconds before the decision was consciously made. More recently, direct recordings from the cortex showed that the activity of merely 256 neurons was sufficient to predict with 80 percent accuracy a person&rsquo;s decision to move 700 milliseconds before he became aware of it. These findings are difficult to reconcile with the sense that we are the conscious authors of our actions. One fact now seems indisputable: Some moments before you are aware of what you will do next&mdash;a time in which you subjectively appear to have complete freedom to behave however you please&mdash;your brain has already determined what you will do. You then become conscious of this &lsquo;decision&rsquo; and believe that you are in the process of making it.&rdquo; (From Harris, Sam (2012-03-06). <em>Free Will</em> (Kindle Locations 159-168). Simon &amp; Schuster, Inc.. Kindle Edition.)<br /><br />This is incredible: brain scans reveal that our brains make decisions before we&rsquo;re even aware of the decisions we make. It&rsquo;s as though I&rsquo;m an automaton driven by factors beyond &ldquo;my&rdquo; control (whatever &ldquo;my&rdquo; means), and the decisions I&rsquo;ll make can be visible to researchers before I&rsquo;m even aware I&rsquo;ve made them! Only, it&rsquo;s not as though I&rsquo;m an automaton; the inescapable conclusion is that I really <em>am</em> an automaton, albeit an automaton that&rsquo;s aware of its decisions and consequent actions in such a way that it feels as if it&rsquo;s making free decisions unconstrained by the laws of nature.<br /><br />But if we&rsquo;re all just automatons that will do what we&rsquo;ll do, why bother to exert any effort to do anything at all, let alone anything noble? Why even get up in the morning? To this question, Harris retorts:<br /><br />&ldquo;...people generally confuse determinism with fatalism. This gives rise to questions like &lsquo;If everything is determined, why should I do anything? Why not just sit back and see what happens?&rsquo; This is pure confusion. To sit back and see what happens is itself a choice that will produce its own consequences. It is also extremely difficult to do: Just try staying in bed all day waiting for something to happen; you will find yourself assailed by the impulse to get up and do something, which will require increasingly heroic efforts to resist.&rdquo; (Harris, Sam (2012-03-06). <em>Free Will</em> (Kindle Locations 374-378). Simon &amp; Schuster, Inc.. Kindle Edition. )<br /><br />And to the worry that we&rsquo;ll not be able to hold others (or ourselves) responsible for our actions, I would add that, even if we don&rsquo;t have free will, we as a society can seek to provide disincentives (like sending murderers to prison or criticizing those who act recklessly) and incentives (like medals of honor, monetary reward, or verbal praise) as a means of influencing our fellow automatons to behave in ways we perceive to be in the interest of the society in which we live.<br /><br />What about Owen&rsquo;s charge that determinism is self-stultifying, that if our beliefs are determined by circumstances beyond control, then even our belief in determinism is determined, and there&rsquo;s no legitimate reason to think that either our belief in determinism or any other belief is grounded in reality? I am not a philosopher of epistemology (the study of how we know what we know), but as an armchair philosopher who&rsquo;s open to my readers&rsquo; contrary input, my first take on this question is that our brains have evolved a certain (I use &ldquo;a certain,&rdquo; because it&rsquo;s limited) capacity to adjust our beliefs to evidence. If there&rsquo;s evidence of a poisonous snake in our path (based on visual stimuli reaching our brains), we come to the unavoidable conclusion that a snake really is there, and we decide to take measures to avoid it. It does not follow that, since our decision to believe that a snake is in our path is determined, then there are no grounds for believing it. Similarly, if our decision to accept determinism is itself determined (for example, as a result of learning that brain scans show us to be unaware of our decisions until after they&rsquo;re made), that does not nullify the grounds for legitimately accepting determinism.<br /><br />Why should we engage in argument to convince anyone else to adopt our point of view on any matter, if in fact the other&rsquo;s point of view is already determined, and if that person is not personally responsible for holding what we think to be a mistaken view? It seems to me that there is still plenty of room for us to discuss our differing views in an effort to communicate knowledge and reasoning that will serve as input to the brains of others (this sounds so clinical, doesn&rsquo;t it? Sorry about that! I can&rsquo;t help it!) and thus convince them of what we discern to be true, based on the evidence to which our brains have been exposed. In the process, we might ourselves be surprised to be exposed to new evidence that changes our own position, and so knowledge based on good evidence is given a chance to thrive in more and more brains, leading to more lives lived in accordance with a truer understanding of reality.<br /><br />In writing this post, don&rsquo;t I run the risk of making people feel less responsible for their actions and thus more prone to live immorally? I doubt it, as long as my readers understand that if you live immorally, you&rsquo;ll still reap the consequences of your actions, and those consequences are no less sufficient grounds for &ldquo;deciding&rdquo; to behave than is the notion of free will. In other words, a deterministic contemplation of the consequences of my actions serves to put the brakes on a reckless course of action. The best way to ensure moral living is to gain an ever more complete understanding of how our actions will impact us and those we love in the long term. This is why we educate our children, not only in the 3 &ldquo;R&rdquo;s (Reading w&lsquo;Riting, and &lsquo;Rithmetic), but also in m&lsquo;Rality.<br /><br />Finally, why should I care about whether others adopt a realistic view of human free will, i.e., that we don&rsquo;t have free will? One practical benefit is a greater sense of compassion for those caught in a trap not of their &ldquo;own&rdquo; making. Instead of reacting in moral outrage to those whose who are bent toward destructive actions, we can think to ourselves, &ldquo;There but for good fortune go I.&rdquo; It tends to pop the balloon of our smug self-righteousness and arrogant moralizing when we realize that our own accomplishments and moral rectitude aren&rsquo;t due to our own free will but are a result of the legacy of the nature and nurture bequeathed to us. This doesn&rsquo;t mean, as I&rsquo;ve said before, that we can&rsquo;t still put in place measures to encourage constructive behavior and to discourage destructive behavior in all of us, but it takes the edge off our tendency toward judgmentalism and self-righteousness when we recognize that free will is an illusion.<br /><br />If you&rsquo;re interested in knowing more about this topic, I would strongly encourage you to read Harris&rsquo; book, which should take no more than a couple of hours to get through, and if you buy the Kindle edition, it&rsquo;s only $3.99. Having also read philosopher of science Daniel Dennett&rsquo;s <em>Freedom Evolves</em> (2004, Penguin), I prefer Harris&rsquo; more direct and accessible approach, but Dennett&rsquo;s views are also worth reading and considering as a less hard-nosed naturalistic alternative to Harris&rsquo; characteristically pull-no-punches stance.&nbsp;<br /></div>  ]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[In which I'm disloyal to my fellow freethinkers]]></title><link><![CDATA[http://www.kwdaniels.com/1/post/2012/03/in-which-im-disloyal-to-my-fellow-freethinkers.html]]></link><comments><![CDATA[http://www.kwdaniels.com/1/post/2012/03/in-which-im-disloyal-to-my-fellow-freethinkers.html#comments]]></comments><pubDate>Sun, 18 Mar 2012 16:06:43 -0800</pubDate><category><![CDATA[Uncategorized]]></category><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kwdaniels.com/1/post/2012/03/in-which-im-disloyal-to-my-fellow-freethinkers.html</guid><description><![CDATA[In last week&rsquo;s blog post, I asked whether loyalty is a virtue and concluded that truth must sometimes trump loyalty. This week I&rsquo;ll try to put my money where my mouth is and explore an area where loyalty to my freethinking &ldquo;in-group&rdquo; is shaky.Having spent the first 32 years of my life in an evangelical [...] ]]></description><content:encoded><![CDATA[<div  class="paragraph editable-text" style=" text-align: left; ">In <a href="http://www.kwdaniels.com/1/post/2012/03/is-loyalty-a-virtue.html" target="_blank">last week&rsquo;s blog post</a>, I asked whether loyalty is a virtue and concluded that truth must sometimes trump loyalty. This week I&rsquo;ll try to put my money where my mouth is and explore an area where loyalty to my freethinking &ldquo;in-group&rdquo; is shaky.<br /><br />Having spent the first 32 years of my life in an evangelical environment (including family, church, mission boarding school, college, seminary, missionary society), I have a mostly positive view of evangelicals as people. Certainly there are many exceptions, but on balance, I respect the warmth, sincerity, self-sacrifice, discipline, and love of many of the more earnest followers of Jesus. I attend my wife&rsquo;s Bible church only very occasionally, perhaps three or four times a year for special occasions. One such special occasion was a recent &ldquo;father-daughter desert&rdquo; I went to with my thirteen-year-old daughter (and with my wife, who attended with her father). In addition to the food, there were some fun games and a talent show; a fun, wholesome time was had by all. Everyone was respectful, positive, and friendly, and there was a good mix of ages and gender (though not so much of race). <br /><br />I mentally compared this experience with the one I had at a large weekend freethought convention I attended last fall. The respective goals of the two events were quite different, of course, so it&rsquo;s probably unfair to compare them in any way, but I found myself struggling to identify with many of the presenters and attendees at the freethought convention. There were some families and a children&rsquo;s program, but it seemed that most of the attendees were single; there were more men than women; almost everyone was white, and there were probably more middle-aged-and-above attendees than younger adults, with hardly any children. Many (not all) of the presenters made liberal use of expletives and focused a good deal of their ire on their religious competitors. We all received a complimentary condom in our welcome packet, and the evening social gatherings were centered around the hotel bar.<br /><br />Don&rsquo;t get me wrong. I&rsquo;m not speaking out against expletives, singleness, condoms, or drinking per se. What I&rsquo;m trying to get at is a little more intangible. For many evangelicals like me, coming to the conclusion that we were mistaken in our evangelical beliefs is, relatively speaking, the easy part. The harder part is that we still appreciate the general warmth, family focus, and respectfulness of the evangelical community, qualities that are harder to find (though not altogether absent) in the freethinking community. <br /><br />In a recent response to <a href="http://www.kwdaniels.com/1/post/2012/02/do-all-things-work-together-for-our-good.html#comments" target="_blank">one of my blog posts</a>, a believer referred to the following passage from John 6, suggesting there&rsquo;s nowhere else to turn for those who leave Jesus: <br /><br />66 From this time many of his disciples turned back and no longer followed him.<br />67 &ldquo;You do not want to leave too, do you?&rdquo; Jesus asked the Twelve.<br />68 Simon Peter answered him, &ldquo;Lord, to whom shall we go?...&rdquo;<br /><br />Incidentally, I&rsquo;ve been reading a long, fascinating e-book (<em><a href="http://www.amazon.com/An-Examination-Pearl-ebook/dp/B0072MW19M" target="_blank">An Examination of the Pearl</a></em>) by Edwin Suominen, a struggling member of a tiny (about 100,000 members), little-known exclusivist Lutheran sect called Conservative Laestadianism (<a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Conservative_Laestadianism">http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Conservative_Laestadianism</a>). According to the author, the above passage from John 6 is often used by the Laestadian leadership to deter its members from leaving the sect (see location 1984), since its members are led to see only darkness outside its walls, even in the wider &ldquo;mainstream&rdquo; Christian community. <br /><br />Getting back to the freethinking movement, I have no doubt that the perceived and/or actual culture of the freethought movement is one of the most important barriers to believers who might otherwise contemplate leaving their faith. &ldquo;To whom shall we go? Certainly not to those family-unfriendly, foul-mouthed, arrogant, fornicating, drunken atheists!&rdquo;<br /><br />I&rsquo;ll probably catch some flack for this from some of my fellow freethinkers, but as a long-time-evangelical-turned-unbeliever, it seems to me that struggling Christians are looking for a more comfortable landing pad than the cold, hard, unfamiliar ground they often hit on the other side of faith. I&rsquo;m speaking on behalf of the doubting Christians who don&rsquo;t particularly have a problem with other Christians or with the evangelical lifestyle but who simply doubt the tenets of their faith. I have in mind those who have placed a premium on sexual purity as believers and those whose social lives have been lived largely in the church, free of profanity or drunkenness or &ldquo;worldliness&rdquo; in general. For many longstanding members of the freethought movement, Christians like those I&rsquo;ve described here seem to be from another planet, and that feeling goes in both directions.<br /><br />I don&rsquo;t have a ready solution to the hard-landing problem. I can&rsquo;t necessarily expect those from Planet Wordly to change their lifestyle radically just to provide a softer landing to those coming in from Planet Purity. But somehow someone somewhere needs to be there for each new arrival, and the greeter needs to be someone the new arrival can connect with, trust, and have something in common with. It needs to be someone who&rsquo;s at least sensitive to the gap in lifestyle choices between that of the typical earnest evangelical and that of the typical unbeliever. Keep in mind that many of these recent deconverts are struggling to maintain relationships with their believing family members. It&rsquo;s already bad enough that they no longer share their most cherished beliefs in common with family any more; they don&rsquo;t want to exacerbate matters any more than necessary by completely changing their lifestyle at the same time. I&rsquo;m simply asking those from Planet Worldly to understand the predicament that new arrivals from Planet Purity find themselves in, to get a feel for where they are, and to meet them at that place. They&rsquo;ve already sacrificed enough to give up what they believe; don&rsquo;t expect them to adopt your lifestyle or your differing views on politics or morality. If an Orthodox Jew leaves his faith, don&rsquo;t wave a ham sandwich in his face and expect him to give up his lifelong hangup over pork. If a conservative evangelical Christian leaves her faith, don&rsquo;t litter your speech with expletives and tell sexually explicit jokes or share your sexual exploits. Of course, how you relate to former believers will depend on where they are and to what extent they continue to embrace elements of their former lifestyle.<br /><br />That said, I&rsquo;m not sure how effective the sensitivity I&rsquo;m advocating really can be. I think some sensitivity can&rsquo;t hurt, but the new arrivals are probably not going to be as comfortable with a Puritan &ldquo;poser&rdquo; as they would be with someone else who&rsquo;s from a hybrid third planet that I&rsquo;ll call &ldquo;Planet Purity without Belief.&rdquo; This is a sparsely populated planet of those who&rsquo;ve left their faith but who retain more or less a similar lifestyle to the one they embraced on &ldquo;Planet Purity with Belief.&rdquo; Those who&rsquo;ve deconverted and still inhabit &ldquo;Planet Purity without Belief&rdquo; have a unique perspective and set of experiences that can and should be used to help conservative believers who are transitioning out of faith.<br /><br />As a general rule (which has its exceptions, of course), it seems that freethinkers and humanists are more concerned with structural/societal justice than with personal morality, while for conservative Christians it&rsquo;s the other way around. Secular humanists couldn&rsquo;t care less what anyone does in their bedroom, while they generally do care about avoiding war and providing justice for the poor, the oppressed, and the minorities. Vice versa for many American evangelicals.<br /><br />Week after week in church services, congregations are enjoined to eschew the acts of the flesh and to cultivate personal virtues like the fruit of the Spirit in Galations 5:<br /><br />19 The acts of the flesh are obvious: sexual immorality, impurity and debauchery; 20 idolatry and witchcraft; hatred, discord, jealousy, fits of rage, selfish ambition, dissensions, factions 21 and envy; drunkenness, orgies, and the like. I warn you, as I did before, that those who live like this will not inherit the kingdom of God.<br /> 22 But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, forbearance, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, 23 gentleness and self-control. Against such things there is no law. <br /><br />By and large, those outside the church are not encouraged on a weekly basis to cultivate such virtues. A debate can be had as to which of the above admonitions should be heeded by us nonbelievers (I don&rsquo;t know any freethinkers who engage in witchcraft, for example!), but it seems to me that we would do well to give some thought to our personal morality, just as we would like conservative evangelicals to give more thought to matters of social justice. Acts and words of kindness and patience, rather than outbursts of disdain toward those we disagree with, would go a long way to breaking down the mistrust that no doubt prevents many evangelicals from reaching out across the divide. Sensitivity to the mores of others, rather than their dismissal as &ldquo;prudish,&rdquo; would also no doubt help bridge that gap. <br /><br />Just as religion is not monolithic (the Muslim Brotherhood and the Conservative Laestadians certainly wouldn&rsquo;t get along!), neither is freethought. Though no doubt most are left of center, freethinkers are found at virtually every point along the political and moral spectrum. I don&rsquo;t know whether I&rsquo;ll ever feel fully comfortable in a typical freethought convention, and I&rsquo;m sure I&rsquo;m not the only former believer in that position. To be sure, I share much in common with the predominant freethought culture, but I also share much in common with my wife, family, and former coreligionists. It&rsquo;s not a matter of which one is superior to the other; that could lead to endless debates. It&rsquo;s more a matter of where we all find ourselves in this sometimes convoluted journey called life and what we can do to make the best of it, both for ourselves and for our fellow travelers in this journey. Perhaps as more and more evangelicals leave the faith for intellectual rather than for moral reasons, the population of &ldquo;Planet Purity without Belief&rdquo; will grow and will serve as a softer landing pad for those arriving from &ldquo;Planet Purity with Belief.&rdquo; I don&rsquo;t envision this planet being populated with moral crusaders but with those who simply continue to feel comfortable embracing family values and cultivating personal virtue as they did during their years in the church. No doubt some on this planet will go on to migrate to Planet Wordly, and that&rsquo;s fine with me (within reason), but I would hope that our numbers would be sufficient to form a community for those of us who find ourselves caught between Planet Purity (with Belief) and Planet Worldly (without Belief).&nbsp;<br /></div>  ]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[Is loyalty a virtue?]]></title><link><![CDATA[http://www.kwdaniels.com/1/post/2012/03/is-loyalty-a-virtue.html]]></link><comments><![CDATA[http://www.kwdaniels.com/1/post/2012/03/is-loyalty-a-virtue.html#comments]]></comments><pubDate>Sun, 11 Mar 2012 21:56:36 -0800</pubDate><category><![CDATA[Uncategorized]]></category><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kwdaniels.com/1/post/2012/03/is-loyalty-a-virtue.html</guid><description><![CDATA[We&rsquo;ve all been taught from childhood that loyalty is noble and that we ought to &ldquo;have the back&rdquo; of our family, friends, sports team, school, company, Boy Scout troop, country, and church. Certainly these groups benefit from our collective loyalty, so it shouldn&rsquo;t come as a surprise that they each attempt to cultivate loyalty as a virtue. Without loyalty, it&rsquo;s hard to imagine that any group could succe [...] ]]></description><content:encoded><![CDATA[<div  class="paragraph editable-text" style=" text-align: left; ">We&rsquo;ve all been taught from childhood that loyalty is noble and that we ought to &ldquo;have the back&rdquo; of our family, friends, sports team, school, company, Boy Scout troop, country, and church. Certainly these groups benefit from our collective loyalty, so it shouldn&rsquo;t come as a surprise that they each attempt to cultivate loyalty as a virtue. Without loyalty, it&rsquo;s hard to imagine that any group could succeed in the face of obstacles and adversity. <br /><br />Yet what are we to do when loyalty to a group runs counter to the long-term interests of the group? For example, there were engineers who warned their superiors of the possibility of &ldquo;O&rdquo; ring failure and of the dangers of cold weather leading up to the disastrous launch of the space shuttle Challenger on January 28, 1986. However, these warnings were not passed up the chain of command, no doubt because of a culture of letting things slip and of accepting a little risk in the interest of moving the program along. There were those who did not want to make waves, to dwell on problems, or to blow the whistle, because to do so would have made them look like disloyal gadflies if they had halted the program every time there was a potential problem, no matter how minor. That is to say, the Program (with capital P) took precedence over the problems.<br /><br />In the context of NASA, when truth and loyalty come into conflict, truth quite clearly trumps loyalty. In other situations it isn&rsquo;t so easy to decide. Two of our three children play soccer, and it&rsquo;s amazing to note how often the parents on our team feel the referee makes bad calls against our team compared to how often he makes bad calls &nbsp;in favor of our team. Sometimes when other parents on our team have yelled out and complained to the referee (&ldquo;hey, that ball went out on the other team, not on ours!!!&rdquo;), I&rsquo;ve noticed that the ball really did go out on our team and I&rsquo;ve occasionally tried to correct the parents, assuring them the referee in fact made the right call. That&rsquo;s not a good way to stay on good terms with the other parents of our team! You&rsquo;re just not supposed to be contrary; you&rsquo;re supposed to be loyal to the team.<br /><br />The tendency for us to see and believe what lines up with with what the other members of our in-group see and believe, and the tendency for those members to see and believe what lines up with their interests is called <em>motivated reasoning</em>. See <a href="http://www.scienceandreligiontoday.com/2011/05/04/what-is-motivated-reasoning-and-how-does-it-work/" target="_blank" title="">this link</a> for a fascinating study on Ivy league students who watched a film of a football game involving their team and another team, showing how even the brightest of students could not see what members of the other team saw when watching the same game.&nbsp;Our ability to discern the truth is clouded by our loyalty to the groups to which we belong.<br /><br />I&rsquo;ve realized it&rsquo;s futile to continue being contrary when I discern that the soccer parents on our team aren&rsquo;t being objective, because the stakes are low. That is to say, the value of loyalty trumps truth in this case; I&rsquo;m not going to get in the face of the other parents and shout, &ldquo;Can&rsquo;t you see you&rsquo;re operating under a cognitive bias called <em>motivated reasoning</em>?!&rdquo; But neither will I join them in calling out to the referee that his call was mistaken.<br /><br />In other situations, loyalty trumps all other values, even truth. If I were living in Nazi Germany and my best friend were a Jew and the the Gestapo were hunting him down, I would not have a problem lying about his whereabouts in order to protect him. <br /><br />What about religion and politics? If we come to suspect that the fellow members of our religious or political in-group are making pronouncements that don&rsquo;t line up with reality, saying for example that scientists (referees) are making bad calls on evolution or global warming, and we come to realize that in fact the perspectives of these scientists are valid, then do we remain loyal to our in-group and join in the calls against the scientists, or do we silently agree with the scientists, or do we outright break ranks with our in-group and speak out in favor of (what we believe to be) the truth? In short, do we (1) remain fully loyal to our group, (2) withdraw in silence, or (3) speak up for the truth? Of course, the in-group would prefer (1), but if we can&rsquo;t make ourselves believe what they do, then they would prefer we opt for (2) over (3), since our silence would minimize the damage to their cause.<br /><br />This works in both directions. Jesus did not call for his followers to zip it up even if what they believed was in conflict with that of their family members. In fact, for him, the truth of the gospel trumps family loyalty: <br /><br />Matthew 10:34 &ldquo;Do not suppose that I have come to bring peace to the earth. I did not come to bring peace, but a sword. 35 For I have come to turn<br /> &nbsp;&nbsp;&ldquo;&lsquo;a man against his father, <br /> &nbsp;&nbsp;a daughter against her mother, <br />a daughter-in-law against her mother-in-law&mdash; <br /> &nbsp;&nbsp;36 a man&rsquo;s enemies will be the members of his own household.&rsquo;<br /> &nbsp;&nbsp;37 &ldquo;Anyone who loves their father or mother more than me is not worthy of me; anyone who loves their son or daughter more than me is not worthy of me. <br /><br />To sum up, loyalty can indeed be a high virtue, particularly when it comes to protecting family and friends from harm. But loyalty can also sometimes prevent us from seeing the truth, a truth than runs counter to the prevailing opinions of our in-group. Loyalty is only a conditional virtue and can be a powerful force that prevents us from taking an unpopular stand against the misguided religious or political views of our family or friends.<br /><br />For those who hesitate to go against the grain to uphold the truth for fear they&rsquo;ll be branded as disloyal to their in-groups, I fully understand your plight; I once was (and still am, in some ways) where you are. Yet there comes a point where silence becomes a form of complicity to that which is not true, and the internal battle begins. Should I speak up? When do I speak up? It&rsquo;s going to kill me! I can&rsquo;t keep this pent up within me forever, and I can&rsquo;t pretend to believe what I don't believe, but neither can I bear the thought of being disloyal! Everyone who begins to question the truth of what their in-group stands for must struggle with these gut-wrenching dilemmas.<br /><br />As many of you may know, over a decade ago I come out publicly against the views of my family, church, and mission board, abandoning the faith I had embraced since my earliest years. I could have played the silent soccer dad, disagreeing in my heart with the calls of my former coreligionists. But my former coreligionists continued to make their complaints, even pronouncing that those who didn&rsquo;t agree with their calls were doomed to eternal damnation. As a soccer dad, I don&rsquo;t mind remaining silent even when other parents on my team are making their bogus complaints, because their complaints don&rsquo;t really matter; the referee&rsquo;s calls will stand in the end. And besides, these soccer parents don&rsquo;t think I&rsquo;m going to hell if I don&rsquo;t join in with them in challenging the referee, and they&rsquo;re not going to stack the school boards with those who challenge the referee, nor are they going to press their mistaken views in society outside the soccer field. If only the stakes surrounding the disputes over religion, evolution, and global warming were so inconsequential! Alas, they are not; thus, the need to speak out. Whoever remains silent cedes the outcome to the other side.<br /><br />May we always be loyal to physically protect and provide for those in our inner circles, but may we also be faithful to the truth, and may be have the wisdom to discern what to do when truth and loyalty come into conflict. I can only hope that those who unconditionally value loyalty above truth will not work for NASA or any other enterprise that requires integrity and the ability to be corrected under the weight of the facts. It certainly matters how we respond to good evidence that counters our interests and the views of our in-groups.<br /></div>  ]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[To speak out or not to speak out; adventures in France]]></title><link><![CDATA[http://www.kwdaniels.com/1/post/2012/03/to-speak-out-or-not-to-speak-out-adventures-in-france.html]]></link><comments><![CDATA[http://www.kwdaniels.com/1/post/2012/03/to-speak-out-or-not-to-speak-out-adventures-in-france.html#comments]]></comments><pubDate>Sun, 04 Mar 2012 20:44:14 -0800</pubDate><category><![CDATA[Uncategorized]]></category><guid isPermaLink="false">http://www.kwdaniels.com/1/post/2012/03/to-speak-out-or-not-to-speak-out-adventures-in-france.html</guid><description><![CDATA[Several years ago, before I completed my book, a Christian friend challenged me, asking (rhetorically) why I should tell the whole world why I no longer believe. In response to her query, I explained my rationale in the section entitled, &ldquo;My Purpose for Writing&rdquo; in chapter 1 of my book. Unless my memory fails me, no one has revisited this question sinc [...] ]]></description><content:encoded><![CDATA[<div  class="paragraph editable-text" style=" text-align: left; ">Several years ago, before I completed my book, a Christian friend challenged me, asking (rhetorically) why I should tell the whole world why I no longer believe. In response to her query, I explained my rationale in the section entitled, &ldquo;My Purpose for Writing&rdquo; in chapter 1 of <a href="http://tinyurl.com/gbelieved" target="_blank" title="">my book</a>. Unless my memory fails me, no one has revisited this question since I published my book in 2009 until a couple of weeks ago, since which time no fewer than three different believers have asked me why I publicly question the Christian faith.<br /><br />My readers may be acquainted with one of these three calls for me to desist in the followup discussion to Mr. Rob Robinson&rsquo;s<a href="http://www.amazon.com/review/R2CUEXB34XDEF/ref=cm_cr_pr_perm?ie=UTF8&amp;ASIN=B003UNLMRY&amp;nodeID=&amp;tag=&amp;linkCode=" target="_blank" title=""> critical review of my book</a>. <br /><br />Another of these calls came from a good longtime friend, responding to my post entitled, &ldquo;<a href="http://www.kwdaniels.com/1/post/2012/02/do-all-things-work-together-for-our-good.html" target="_blank" title="">Do all things work together for our good?</a>&rdquo; He expressed concern that I was being overly critical of Christians and wondered why I should continue to oppose Christianity, given all the good that Christians do.<br /><br />The third challenge came in an e-mail today from a friend of my father&rsquo;s. This individual very gently wondered how I could continue to publicize my views without jeopardizing my relationship with my wife and family.<br /><br />This spate of challenges has led me to do a little introspection. Am I out of line? Should I, as Mr. Robinson enjoined me to do, just slip away gently and avoid slandering the name of Jesus any further? Should I refrain from criticizing Christianity as my longtime friend advised me, knowing that Christians engage in many constructive acts of compassion throughout the world? Should I silence myself in the interest of preserving greater harmony with my wife and family?<br /><br />I did tell my longtime friend I would aim to balance my blog posts to include less criticism of Christianity and more topics of interest to those who are struggling to live out their post-deconversion lives, which in any case is the primary reason I decided to maintain a blog. But I told him that I would not refrain from criticism of Christianity and Christians when I feel criticism is especially warranted, just as Christian leaders like Falwell, Dobson, and Colson have not refrained from criticism of secularism. Though I disagree with many of their positions, I fully recognize their prerogative to express their views, and I would hope that those who disagree with me will recognize the right of us unbelievers to express ours. Is it more honorable for Colson to critique humanism than for me to critique Christianity? What if his worldview, as sincerely as he might hold it, is fundamentally mistaken, as I believe it to be? Should all of us muzzle ourselves out of deference to the sensibilities of believers (who think themselves to be in the right), even if we think ourselves instead to be in the right? Without invoking some form of exceptionalism, I fail to see any grounds for asking unbelievers to be less vocal than believers in disseminating their views.<br /><br />As for Mr. Robinson&rsquo;s call for me to slip away quietly to avoid slandering Jesus any more than I&rsquo;ve already done, I have responded to him as much as (or more than) I feel is productive. It is not my intent to slander anyone, but recognizing that Jesus did not return when he (or New Testament writers) said he would is not slander; it&rsquo;s a simple recognition of what happened. That publicizing such a recognition should disturb anyone is regrettable, and I would prefer not to offend anyone, but this consideration should not be a reason to suppress the truth. If there are Christians who disagree with my conclusions, I&rsquo;m glad to discuss these matters in a civil manner, but there&rsquo;s no need to accuse me of slander until it can be demonstrated that I&rsquo;m in fact guilty of it.<br /><br />Of the three recent challenges I&rsquo;ve received, my father&rsquo;s friend&rsquo;s gentle prodding about how my writing affects my family hit closest to home. I am extremely fortunate that my wife has been so accommodating to me. But not wanting to take anything for granted, I spoke with her this afternoon, assuring her that I would quit writing in a heartbeat if she felt that my activities were driving a wedge between us. I have not done anything in secret; she has read many of my posts and responses to those posts, and though she disagrees with much of what I say, she appreciates the general tone and clarity of my writing. She allows for the possibility that I&rsquo;m helping some individuals to be less jaded about their experience than they might otherwise might be, so she wants me to feel free to continue. Did I mention I have a wonderful wife? However, if I had a crystal ball, and if I could see that my activities were going to drive us apart in the end, this would be my final post. Absent such a revelation, I will continue to write to support those who are passing through or have passed through the tumultuous process of deconversion. Why? Because I know how hard the process is, compounded by the well-meaning but hurtful reactions of believers who don&rsquo;t understand what it&rsquo;s like to want to believe but are nonetheless unable to believe. Believers, until you&rsquo;re surrounded by people who think you&rsquo;re worthy of hell, you cannot understand what motivates us unbelievers to speak out and oppose without flinching the doctrine of eternal damnation (which, like other religious doctrines, we consider to be man-made).<br /><br />In the interest of lightening up my blog posts (which I feel have been overly heavy recently), I&rsquo;ve decided to dig up some of our experiences as missionaries and to share them with my readers as a glimpse into our past lives. In this installment, I&rsquo;ll include excerpts from an e-mail update we sent out to friends and family from France in the summer of 1996. We had recently completed our year of French study in Belgium in June and would have moved on to Africa immediately from there if it hadn&rsquo;t been for our (well, Charlene&rsquo;s) pregnancy with our second son, due in August 1996. To bridge the time over the summer, I accepted a position teaching linguistics at a Wycliffe Bible Translator-affiliated linguistic institute housed in a Bible school north of Paris. Here&rsquo;s part of the e-mail update from July 8, shortly after our arrival at the Bible school, including the adventures of making a train connection from Brussels to Paris to Senlis (25 miles north of Paris) with me carrying our 18-month old son David in a pouch on my belly while Charlene was seven months pregnant with our second son:<br /><br />--------------------------<br />DATE: &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;	7/8/96 11:06 PM<br />Re: Daniels' Monthly Update - July 1996<br /><br /> &nbsp;&nbsp;THE ADVENTURESOME TRIP (Written by Charlene) &nbsp;&nbsp;I'll try to make the long story of our trip short. &nbsp;A friend from church drove us to the train station [in Brussels], but because we were a little late and there was a traffic jam right near the station, we only made it on the train with less than one minute to spare!!!! &nbsp;That was WAY too close for comfort, but we sure are thankful that someone was obviously praying for us at that time since otherwise I'm sure we would have missed it. <br /><br />In Paris we had to catch another local train but had problems getting our stuff through a narrow ticketed entry-way (the elevator was out of order) and when we finally got the help of three employees, that train was about to leave as well. &nbsp;Ken jumped on the train with David and a few bags, but the train doors automatically closed behind him, leaving me behind with 2/3rds of the baggage!! &nbsp;With the help of several "angels" along the way, I was able to make it finally to our destination on another train without losing too much time [maybe 40 minutes]. &nbsp;I thank God that I could feel His presence and wasn't really upset by the enforced "adventure". &nbsp;I was, though, very glad to see Ken's face and soon after to arrive at our castle [yes, the Bible school was housed in an actual castle!] here in Lamorlaye, 20 miles north of Paris. &nbsp;It turned out that Ken didn&rsquo;t have his ticket on the leg when he was alone with David, so he had to convince the conductors that he had actually bought one and that it had been left behind. &nbsp;Thankfully they eventually believed him and he didn&rsquo;t have to pay a penalty!<br /><br /> &nbsp;&nbsp;PHONETICS CLASS (Written by Ken) &nbsp;&nbsp;With God&rsquo;s help I&rsquo;ve made it through my first week of teaching! &nbsp;It&rsquo;s been three years since I&rsquo;ve studied phonetics, so I have to work with another teacher to relearn each day what I&rsquo;ve forgotten. &nbsp;With three hours of teaching daily and the rest of the working day filled with preparation, I was next to exhaustion this past week, but I&rsquo;ve been able to get a lot of good rest this weekend. &nbsp;All the students in my class are Scandinavians--3 Norwegians, a Finn, and a Dane. &nbsp;Since they&rsquo;re all non-native speakers of French headed for missionary work in Africa, I feel less self-conscious about my French than if they were native speakers. &nbsp;So far classes have gone reasonably well, apart from my first hour when I was disorganized with papers scattered everywhere!<br /><br /> &nbsp;THE PEOPLE HERE (Written by Charlene) &nbsp;&nbsp;There are some 50 students and staff and though a good number of them know English, we do speak in French almost all the time we are out of our room and it's been great! &nbsp;There are about 10 Francophone students, 10 other Europeans, 5 Africans, and 2 Asians. &nbsp;We're making friends and even found another couple who are going to Emmaus Bible Institute in Switzerland in the fall like us! &nbsp;God is good. &nbsp;We plan to be here until September 6, then we&rsquo;ll spend 5 days in Belgium before heading to Switzerland September 11.<br /><br /><br />Thanks to those of you who are continuing to pray for us. &nbsp;If you have questions or just want to drop us a line, we&rsquo;re no more than a few keyclicks away.<br /><br />Love,<br /><br />Ken &amp; Char Daniels&nbsp;<br />--------------------------&nbsp;<br /></div>  ]]></content:encoded></item></channel></rss>

